my random musings, now in words.
Lie awake in bed at night/ And think about your life/ Do you want to be different?/ Try to let go of the truth/ The battles of your youth/ ‘Cause this is just a game/ It’s a beautiful lie/ It’s the perfect denial/ Such a beautiful lie to believe in/ So beautiful, beautiful it makes me/ It’s time to forget about the past/ To wash away what happened last/ Hide behind an empty face/ Don’t ask too much, just say/ ‘Cause this is just a game/ Everyone’s looking at me/ I’m running around in circles, baby/ A quiet desperation’s building higher/ I’ve got to remember this is just a game/ So beautiful, beautiful/ It’s a beautiful lie.
Almost turning 21 kills emotionally. I’ve got more drama than the Kardashians, only that they could bomb profanities without limit and I, however (though secretly wishes to) can’t. This jagged little pill is hard to swallow.
Maybe what I really need in life is God, my bestfriend, pizza and this song.