my random musings, now in words.
Was in the car listening to this in tears, on the slopes towards our holiday apartment with a heart overflowing with emotions, popping out of nowhere, helping me think about how people perceive me, even if it is in my own circle of blood. Man it was hard being the second best, yes? Living in the shadow of another. Forseeing a chapter in your life where you just can’t satisfy everyone. And then, Angelball told myself ‘Hey look, find your happiness. Your very own happiness. No point of satisfying nobody when you force yourself to when you don’t wanna. Hope is a dream that never sleeps. It comes a day when the scary things is a hope.’